Wednesday, September 01, 2010

I Will Survive...


I don't know where this road

Is going to lead

All I know is where we've been

And what we've been through.

If we get to see tomorrow

I hope it's worth all the wait

It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.


We all make mistakes in our lives; wrong decisions meet wrong people say wrong things buy wrong stuff! That’s just all part of our destiny. It’s all written there for us since birth our names, our past, present and future including our wealth and death; I am aware of all that. So making the wrong choice isn’t the end of the world now is it?!! I made that choice all on my own not influenced by a living soul. I’m wise enough and I’m old enough to take such a decision and willing to take the consequences. As they say "Mistakes are sometimes the best memories ". Dad and Mom sorry I let you guys down;saddness in your eyes kills me but its you who give me strength to move on and never look back and without your support I could not have done it on my own (Allah la ya7rmni minkom) .I will survive as Gloria Gaynor sang it; btw always loved that song :p I don’t know what’s waiting for me out there,what the coming days have for me but I have strong faith in Allah and will accept what I get. I go by the saying; Never regret anything, because at one point you wanted it!

Today marks a new day in my life, a new start….
 I think I’m ready...life goes on yuba:)

{وَعَسَى أَنْ تَكْرَهُوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ خَيْرٌ لَكُمْ وَعَسَى أَنْ تُحِبُّوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ شَرٌّ لَكُمْ وَاللَّهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأَنْتُمْ لَا تَعْلَمُونَ}


(where else better then my blog to spill out my guts lol so bear with me :p)

9 comments:

  1. Good luck with your new life dear.
    wish u all the best.
    There are no ends.. only new beginnings.

    والله يحفظلج الوالد و الوالده و كل من تحبين
    الله لا يحرمكم من بعض
    Im sure u will survive inshallah.

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  2. الله يوفقج

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  3. "TOO STRONG FOR TOO LONG" you are stronger than you ever think you are sedra, we are all gonna be right beside you when ever you need us, good luck in your new beginning & May Allah bless you & your parents ! just don't regret anything happened & remember that life is a like a river because we can never touch the same water again

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  4. All the best luck with the new start,
    either bad with more suffering or good with less suffering, you have all my support all the way

    p.s i am very bad in expressing my self in these situations:(

    ilmeyrema

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  5. Awal shay, allah e5aleelch il waalid wil walada wal ya7remich minhm ;**

    We all need a new start every once in a while but most people fear the change so by taking that step Sedra you prove that you are stronger than you may think, 3asa allah ewafgich inshala wisahil darbich, o you got us by your side, if at anytime you need to kick someone's ass let me know, I have a group of 9a3ayda on speed dial ;p

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  6. reemas,Mohammad,Taz,ilmeyrema,Vain

    la 5ala wala 3adem wallah ma gasrto ,thank you for ur kind words I am touched! Allah yewafgna weyakom golo ameen:*

    ps: Vain 5aleehom standby looool

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  7. allah ysahl 2umorich wewafgich, wesam7 darbch, o la yakhleech mn ahlch la fagd wla mafgoud allahuma ameen. We need to embark on change Good luck with everything :)

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  8. Ambro: 7abebty wallah ma tgsreen ya5lee lich kil ghali thanx :***

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  9. i listend to a song not too long ago!
    it had hope ... it helped me to let go!
    all that pain i so kept close to me!
    which pulled me down ... kept me inside of me!
    i will pass you darling 3 of its words!
    hope they can saves u .. like they did to me!
    ( close your eyes ) and search down in so deep!
    for in ur heart stands pride so tall!
    when the water is shallow or yet is deep!
    your heart will lead you to win them all!
    that is all the words from a wise man's heart!
    hope you learned his tricks before he parts!

    :)11/5/2011 SD

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